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disillusionment
06:26
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In this life I feel that all I’ve done is fail myself and those I love
the dreams I had when I was 15 now only feel farther away from me
distant memories of something greater that I’ll never be
how times flies, dismantling ambitions
what once was pure is covered in soot from the flames of disillusionment
I feel lost
now I am 23, I am a husk of the boy I used to be
there's no more wonder in these eyes
only hope that things will go back to how they used to be
sometimes I wish I could sleep eternally living in my dreams
where I don’t have to face my own reflection
the face of a man without purpose
I am lost
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my dear friend
07:33
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I think of you every now and again old friend
I want nothing more than to hear you speak again
I’d do anything to laugh with you again
you were the only one who could get me out of my shell
by your side I knew I wasn’t just some quiet kid to brush aside
it meant everything to me
it meant everything to me
I recall one night you’d been hurt by someone you loved
I was there for you, a shoulder to cry on
we stayed up all night, drove around the town and talked about life til sun rise
that felt so ago
it was the happiest i’d ever been
a genuine human connection
something so foreign to me
you made me feel so real
but now I barely remember your voice
how surreal it is to think that there was a day we spoke for the last time
never realizing it was the last
I never got to say goodbye
I never got to say thank you for being my friend
i’d do anything to talk to you again
i’d do anything to see you again
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a cry of despair Fredericksburg, Virginia
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